You may have noticed that I haven’t updated this blog in a while.
Or maybe you haven’t, maybe you were just passing through, read a post, and moved on. That is okay, too.
It turns out that blogging has the capacity to stress me out, particularly if any of my posts become popular in any way (popularity to me equals a hundred or more people reading any given post, because that’s a lot of people, even if it doesn’t translate to massive, worldwide, Gangnam Style success). I get stuck inside my own head. What if the next thing I post doesn’t inspire anyone? What if people are rubbed the wrong way, what if no one likes what I have to say? And who am I to say things, anyway? Just another voice on the massive expanse of Internets.
I gave my blog a theme, and then immediately froze. I ran out of ideas, or the ideas I had weren’t good enough, or I didn’t think my mood was appropriate for updating a blog that I started as a way of helping/inspiring/motivating others.
So what do I do?
Quit talking myself in circles.
Every post doesn’t have to be a sweeping, epic, moving analysis of the human condition. It doesn’t have to address any deep fears, solve any problems, or change any lives.
I just have to enjoy writing it. Blogs are, at their core, an outward expression of the person writing them. And no person is just one thing all the time.
Most of my posts are about being happy, changing your attitude, getting healthy, etc. But me, the person, has had a rough several months in all of those areas. I want to post, but I don’t want to bring everyone down.
So what do I post about?
The little things that make me smile.
For the next indefinite amount of time, my posts here will consist of things in my day that made me smile. Even if those things are silly or small.
Recognizing the smiles might help me realize I’m smiling more than I may think.
So to start, here’s what’s made me smile so far today:
- Surprise snuggles from my husband
- This fantastic, dada-esque entry to the LJ Idol competition I’m participating in
- The latest “My Drunk Kitchen” video:
What’s made you smile today?